dawn

Could spend a lifetime looking around.

Looking at plants and stuff.

I’m glad that I’m alive.

And able to think.

And able to listen.

I regret a lot, I could’ve just bought a quad cortex 😢😢

And I don’t want to be a bad person or harm others, not ever.

A person can talk all the shit they want,just try not to bother others.

And don’t be a freak show.

Be yourself.

Don’t pretend.

I’ll punch you with my brainwaves 😂.

Stupidity 😂

Meh.

I don’t think that God is talking to me.

I also don’t think the biblical idea of God is accurate,the stories definitely aren’t.

All in all?

I have no idea.

No idea why we’re here.

We try.

Do your best to not be a dick,you still will be, every now and then.

I uh…

Eesh..

I didn’t plan for any ears.

I also don’t have any knowledge, nothing useful..

But I’m alive and I’m gonna talk. Because I like it.

And there it is.

Don’t trust me,it’s fine.

Don’t buy in or follow any of the thought,it’s just thoughts.

And it’s not even my day job .

It’s just…uh..I’d say hobby.

Outlet I guess.

I watched people I liked do it and I wanted to do it.

And they were right, it’s pretty great.

Apologies and All that.

I’ll refund your check ✅

But I’m not going to stop.

And I don’t know if fate is real,I just like the concept.

Gives order to chaos.

Like everything that was supposed to be.. it had to play out exactly how it did.

Gives goosebumps.

I like that part of religion.

Like there’s a story larger than you and I, and it’s happening right now,and we can’t see it.

And I can see, from a great height I can look down and see these little colors.

Not magic, just a busy brain .

Tiring.

I’d rather be looking at the Earth 🌎🌍🌎

Neat stuff on there..

I’m going to wake up tomorrow and I’m going to be really nice to people.

Real nice,not that fake shit.

I’m going to be understanding and compassionate and I’m going to put forth effort to be a kind person..

I’ll get bored with it around lunch,then I’ll probably start up with the tortures again.

But I’m going to try.

Try to be nice 💯

And grateful.

And happy to be alive 🙏🙏