10:20am- it’s not your fault, it’s the nature of what we live in. Just byproducts, Might actually be a good group of people but , it’s the sucker that needs.
You take such a price cut by avoiding risk.
Probably could reach heights on your own, but it’s a terrible wager.So it’s safer to travel together. But it means everyday, you just know.
And you gotta keep up a face.
ANd that’s….
Exhausting.
Wears on ya.
Which is natural.
In my mind…(oh god)… no in my mind it’s natural.
Just a byproduct of the ways things are.
No is to blame, which makes the terrible phrase
“It is what it is”
Dial tone.
That’s what they want.
No, demand.
They demand that you be a dial tone.
ANd A lot of people fit into that,and that’s fine.
Just part of it.
Probably better to make peace with the fact
(Fight it in secret?)
Why?
Fucking why?
Dial tone.
To the grave.
That’s the right way to do things.
(Bleak)
Feel like shit.
Shit shitty shit.
Knee is shaking when I sit in a chair.
Fingers going click click click
Blehhhhhhhhh
Hope a sky monster shits in Earth’s orbit.
ANd we pass into it, in slow motion…
You see it coming for daaaaayyyysssss.
A giant wall of shit.
And on the last day, it takes up the entire sky.
ANd we move into it..slooooowwwwlllyyy.
Slowly.
Wall of shit.
In the sky….
ANd you’re standing there, just looking up at it, in awe of the size. Paralyzed by the fear. No living person has ever seen anything like this.Not at this size..
10:36 shouldn’t a human be allowed to talk?
If you don’t have that, then what do you really have?
I think it’s fundamental.
For better or worse.
I live in a country that gives a shit about it, but I think even beyond country and land.
You should be able to talk.
And find a method for the activity.
I would consider that “self evident”
Huuuuuuuuman.
Humans get ugly though.
Things get messy.
A messy creature.
10:55- when i get to where I’m going, I’ll just pace around all day.As long as my legs work. I will think everything that can be thought.
1:33 had an emotional breakdown thinking about my cat dying,legitimate cry. And I just ran with it and let it go, and it felt so fucking good. Full on, ugly face, a moment just between you and life.
How fucking refreshing.
How new and wonderful.
Give yourself a minute to go with it and just go man,Terrifying terrain but you leave with a peace.
Feels so fucking good.
140–back to distraction.
409;back from Nap
4:34 I can’t be excited about movies. I just can’t. I’m not on board 😔
Thinking about the little Lebanese guy at the head shop,he’s a really nice dude.
dawn 