So zere zit is,,
24 hours straight minded, more accurately, 24 hrs without dosing.
As your eyeballs clear up, those pesky pesky thoughts start prying back in..
“Your time”
Ah.
I see it like dis,
“Use about tah be dead , in bout 20 minutes”
As in,
You’re here for a blink man.
Just a blink.
Feels like forever but it’s not.
So all that self importance you feel??
Easy breezy man.
They say you’re an expert after 10,000 hours of a thing,
I probably have 100,000 hours in wasting time,mostly intoxication and sad sleeps…
The funny part?
We’ll both be dead.
And only one of us longs to be remembered , or better yet, only one of us admits it.
(Timing)
Yea,,,
The timing is bad to vent,,
Can’t stand by anything you say when your muscle fibers are screaming for a substance..
But I’m gonna come back, and I’m gonna make fun of your kids.
Then I’ll be nice, then I’ll zoom out, then I’ll be angry, then I’ll daydream..
Then I’ll be dead.
ANd that’s the natural progression at work….
(Start over)
Ughhh….
Can’t trust yourself..
What you feel and what you perceive,
You are not at the level to appreciate knowledge. You only know the wrong way,,
(Sublime, mid 90’s)
Great song…
“A cigarette, rests between her lips, but I’m staring at her tits, it’s the wrong way”
Good stuff.
“We’re about to be dead “
I want to start there.
If I were able to exist as a clear headed monkey, I’d like to wake up everyday and look in the mirror
“You’re going to die”
(No shit Sherlock)
I think it’s a good place to start from,, keeps you from taking yourself so seriously,, motherfucker,,you ,,are going to be dead.
And the greater game at large will outlive you, and that’s what makes it so powerful.
The only part of you that travels through “real” time is the genes,
(And the work)
But only if you’re good, only if you’re not trying.
If you’re trying?
You’re a jackoff, just like all the other jackoffs,
I digress.
“Good Evening”
You’re about to be dead.
All in all, better or worse,
You are about to not be around.
Go from there.
(Reads like a billboard for suicide..)
That’s not what I mean,,,
What I mean is,,
“You’re not that important”
Not in the scheme of things.
Not when you zoom out.
(Weird message.)
No refunds cocksucker.
dawn 