Cigarettes ,liquor and marijuana.
3 simple things,
Darts,first, slow death of hand neuroticism, just something to do with your hands.
Drink, cut to once a week or so, still useless, still bringing nothing new or good, no good moods or original thought. Waste.
Marijuana.
Hard to admit it, I certainly love the plant sincerely, hate to say it, kinda makes me neurotic. Increasingly as I get older. Puff then pace and smoke stoges, think and repeat.
Fucking whack.
And exhausting. My lungs hurt at the the end of the night, just pacing and smoking cigs, super stoned, perhaps a drink in the hand,
Hours and hours I’ll do that, aimless, restless, going nowhere just spinning thoughts and loving it….
Psycho behavior , not cool at all,,wasteful , those thoughts go nowhere , there’s no use in them,, I just churn them out,,,
Eyes on it, those 3 simple things.
Cig,drink,pot.
Coffee repeat.
Sugar drink, cig, drink,pot,
Over and over,,,, fucking forever yo, that’s my daily intake, not alcohol every day but every week, cig,pot every day. Sugarloaf every day, grease food, deep fried anything, catfish,okra,chicken
That’s my life, like everyday, for years now,
How ya like that honesty fucker?
Eat like a scoundrel , fucking live like a scoundral, zap the brain with games, repeat, cig,drink,pot,,,,
(Hey ummmm)
No structure, zero discipline , only lack of caring or giving a fuck,
(Hey)
Constantly consuming ,conquer and devour- the hollow.
Yo,,, that’s what I really am, for like,ever
(Yo)
Of course I have neuroticism, of course my head is all out of balance, of course it’s the wrong way…
Not saying those things are bad, except cigs, just saying it’s probably the main factor.
And you should probably give a fuck, the nerve! The nerve of life!!!!
People typically get what they deserve, most of the time, you can’t set your clock by it but it’s pretty trusted.
People usually get what they deserve.
dawn 