dawn

If you love me, then feed my sheep 🐑🐑

-Jesus

I can tell what public people are talking about on podcasts because of the conversations around me.

How bizarre is that?

Ripple effect is an understatement.

I said it before, I think the reason for the popularity of this format is…

(drum roll please)

People are bored at their jobs.

They’d rather be thinking about something else, anything else.

Now that I live at a desk, I’ve found that I enjoy classical music in the background, preferably with a beat.

Kind of getting into Chopin.

Updated for the times.

And I’m sure it’s healthy, taking in voices, trying to soak up wisdom.

But I bet it’s also possible to spend too much time there. Too much time on the external.

Thinking about larger pictures that you have no business pondering.

Probably helpful, or a complete waste of time.

Who knows 🧐

The superego.

(You and your fuckin’ ego)

I’m a little afraid to even plug it in.

Sometimes I just want to hang out with cats.

Like, I’ve reached this weird place to where I don’t even like looking at humans.

Sounds bizarre, I know, but it becomes a frequent mood.

I just don’t like them.

I don’t like their faces or their bodies, I don’t find myself attracted to them psychologically or sexually.I get tired of hearing their tired ass ideas or hearing about their tired ass lives.

I care about so few.

And your interests are just that ,your interests.

I don’t like how they behave in a group. Some shit that’s tough to vocalize but you can absolutely predict it,,,

I just don’t like them, and I don’t want them to like me.

I dodge mirrors, I avoid interaction,,

I might respect a dozen of them, across the globe.I might be rooting for 2 dozen of them, across the globe.

This is a problem.

And if you cycle, then you might notice the mood coming back around, again and again..

Seems to pick up speed as we get older.

I like being able to choose my dosage of people, I like being able to govern the frequency of interaction.

(Until the internet)

That does play a role, yes.

We’re always here, every part of us.

(So what’s the fix?)

I don’t know, listen to people I like and enjoy the time spent with them.

I still like being with cats most of all.

And headphones.

And music gear.

(Gaming is social)

Yeah, I like that. But with people I know or “friends” that I’ve made through time.

Nurturing conversations and the like, a real give and take and all that jazz.

(Cats are pretty great)

So chill, so peaceful,

My little friends.

Not a thing wrong with the world, if you’re hanging out with a cat.

What can I say?

I dig it.