I played some pretty decent guitar last night.
Audience of one, pleasing to the ear..
I used to buy weed from this old time of redneck, and his code over the phone was baby goats.
As in
“hey, how you doing. Looking to see if you’re still selling those baby goats. Looking to get a quarter of a baby goat.”
And he would say some smart ass redneck s*** like
“You know, a half a baby goat burns better on the grill”
Cute.
We’re all just out here being cute.
And the police used to treat marijuana like it was crack cocaine.
They would dig through your car, they would get in your face, they really wanted to smear your morality.
Because of a plant.
Because of something that grows out of the dirt.
And after years of thinking about it, I think they were just looking for a subject to cast judgment on.
I think people just love to feel like they have the high ground, The moral high ground.
Like they ain’t dirty too .
And that goes across all classes, all socioeconomic backgrounds, all regions, all religions.
People love telling you how you wrong.
Started putting some s*** in my beard, makes it smell nice. Kind of keeps the hair straight, I’ve heard you have to train a beard I don’t know, I don’t know how to change my oil either,
Think I’ve got two months no booze though, kind of curious as to how badly kratom is wrecking my liver, or my kidneys, or my pancreas.
Should probably look into that.
Like, it’s a good buzz. The buzz itself is nice.
My problem is that it’s perpetual.
Meaning, I need some degree of intoxication every single day.
And it’s not your fault, it’s not the world’s fault, it just is.
We would do what we can.
Could be a lot worse.
At least I don’t spend my time worrying about the kind of dumb s*** that you people do.
But I’m awake, ready to do this day.
I have two projects to draw, they’re sitting on my desk, small properties though. Small footprint.
Small potatoes.
Easy peasy, headphone work, I’ve been on this lo-fi classical kick, and I think that’s what I’ll listen to today.
I love you, I hope you have a good day too.
Suck my dick 👍
Booze isn’t even that great, it’s just available.
Which makes it an illusion. You think you’ll be in a better mindset if you go grab one. Clear bottle, Black label. Perhaps a nice cold ginger ale and some nice square ice cubes. Double shot at the bottom of the glass.
Makes you understand people hauling ass through small town scenarios, You’re driving like an asshole. People are out here walking their dogs and shit.
And there you are, just flying down main Street.
At least 45 in a 20 zone.
Like a dick.
Shit.
I don’t remember if I celebrated any women this month.
My bad,Fuck your standards.
I give all genders the option of not celebrating me either.
We’ll be fine..
Meh fuck..
Why am I mad this morning?
There’s no reason for it, we are incredibly fortunate creatures and bitching is just bitching.
Gonna turn this mother fucker around!
At least for the day
dawn 