dawn

I’m going to think for a bit.

I’m going to try.

God damn tax man, coming at me for 500 bones from 2019.

What do you mean twenty nineteen?

I’ll ice pick you in the spleen.

I paid that shit.

Cowboy stomp your dick.

I hope your society falls apart.

I hope the chains you drape over our collective necks fall off.

I hope no one trusts you.

Hope you cocksuckers get what you deserve.

Coming after my ass on 500 bucks.

I didn’t even know about it!

You lying fucks didn’t even send out a memo.

Could be five hundred, could be five thousand..

I still hate you.

Salute a flag?

Feel some pride for that mound of dirt that you happened to be born on?

Die for it ?

Storm a capitol?

You’re All snakes.

And nobody likes you.

Out here fuckin around with our money, making it harder and harder,

Just on principal…

God damn,,

Principal….

I need you to touch my penis… I need to feel like you really love me. I need to feel like I’m one of yours..

Because I don’t.

And people I meet don’t either.

Your game,is fucking transparent.

And you keep us distracted…

Annnnd….

I hate you.

Hope you sit on a tack..

Out here stealing my money.

Everything a racket, jump out of a window…

500$ for some bullshit in 2019,

Hope you die.

Fight the power, bitch and moan, slam your penis with a claw hammer,,it’s all the same.

And it’s our job to take it.

Take it as deep as they can give it.

I hate all of you.

Hope you get cancer of the dick.

Rat bastards…

Fuck is wrong which you?

God damn I want to kill you.

Just on principle.

Just from decades in the workforce.

It’s never enough is it?

Sometimes I’ll look at young people and I’ll just smile, because I know, I know just how much more misery is ahead of them.

Feeling pretty negative.

I usually do when people steal $500 for me.

Call it a “trigger”.

Weird,I know..

I want to live in a house made of sticks and snot. I wanna get as far away as I can.

Because you’re crazy.

I’m not crazy.

I’m just some asshole.

The fuck is art?

I wanna go fuck around with art.

Because it’s one block of time when I don’t think about you.

That’s how much you suck.

Almost on a celestial level.

The Stars and the galaxies look down on you,,they turn to each other and say

“God damn”

Check out this monkey mother fucker right here.

Look how many people they’ve tricked!

Look! 👀👀👀

Amazing.

Of course people would rather be high.

That shit is only a symptom.

Maybe the individual doesn’t suck, but the world sucks around the individual.

Maybe I’m dumb.

Probably…

Still irritating.

Day in and day out.

You can eat crackers and n spam, You can tighten your belt as much as possible,

You still won’t make it, dummy.

You can progress by leaps and balance, your salary can go up and your job title, and your job description.

You can advance.

You can get off the road.

You can rise above the ditch in which you started…

Still got a dick in your ass though…

Always with the dick in the ass…

And we take it,, we all just take it,, because what else are you going to do?

Go off the grid?

Suicide?

Civil disobedience?

How do you fight?

Wish I knew how to fight.

I fight all of them..

And you too…

By the way, it was the state, not federal.

So I guess fuck North Carolina in its hayseed ass.

Bumbling backwoods bastards.

Can’t even legalize pot.

Still ruled by the church.

Whole bunch of feelers, not many thinkers.

And I am no better..

Bugging about money.

Maybe I actually would consider a betterhelp.com consultation.

But one requirement…

I need my therapist to be hood.

I need them to speak like that.

Cut out all the fat.

(might be a clever idea)

A therapist that specializes in profanity and paraphrasing.