I just watched this little 6 minute psychology self help clip…let’s see if I remember.
1. you don’t listen
2. you criticize too much
3. you are full of negativity
4.your presence doesn’t grab attention
5.you overthink what you’re going to say.
Samuel Jackson says “allow me to retort”
1.yes, but I’ve gotten a little better with age
2. very often guilty, super easy trap to fall into
3. super guilty, painfully guilty, probably the hardest to shake.
4.false,I can utilize my presence when I’m in the mood, no prob
5. very untrue.
So basically, you need to be someone else. You gotta cut out all that bullshit you do and flip it around. See here? I’m criticizing. I fucking listened, I wrote down the five things.. In my opinion, they missed a few.
You can get people to dislike you, intentionally, which is super duper fucked up. You can intentionally make moves to get people to talk about you, they’ll hate you , but they’ll be talking. Also, if people are talking, you can intentionally burn your own name, on purpose,, because it’s funny and people are bacteria.
(negativity)
I’ve done that, a long time ago. Notice social groups and how they operate, burn yourself and your name. All of those people were just there to be forgotten, and they never gave a fuck about you. Then I laughed. I laughed at what I had done. That was a bad time for me, and there were a lot of drugs and volatile emotions in that headspace.
way in the past.
anyways…. how do you change from being a negative person? from criticizing ? We’ve always been smart-asses.Seriously. Maybe I need to go and roll in the grass with some butterflies. Jesus and drugs, music and typing,,,tried it all man.
there is, there is, there is….
sometimes there is nothing of value or interest coming out of me. And that’s fine, I’m still alive. Being better feels so fucking overwhelming at points though..
I don’t talk nearly as much in real life
dawn 