dawn

A little antenna pokes out of the top of my head, it sends a ping, the mind’s eye begins to receive echolocation. A fuzzy picture, no movement, nothing rattling in the bushes,, exhale,,, we’re in water now, close your eyes and hold your breath, dip your skull beneath the surface…a whole world down there,,, and it’s just for you. It’s all yours and it’s everything, right beneath the water.

I was, and this is crazy, I was told when I was very young that I was able to receive prophecy.

Didn’t work out.

Where the fuck are you God?

We were born with sin, common as all the days.

A guitar teacher is useless if you don’t do the work.So….

“do the work”

Atheist or religious.

Practice that shit. Get good at whatever you’re learning and don’t be half assed.

And the only advantage to mental problems is experience, this ain’t no new thing, these are the shoes I know.

I want my uploads to be better and better, if you’re going to speak, have some respect. Speak with rhythm,try to hold the ear. Like any respectable person would.

(tipped your hand, flinched)

So what? So what if I did? Do YOU dictate?

(just sayin…)

I don’t care. I have to live and carry on and I shalt not be detered . I know the score, it’s fine.fine fine fine fine

( it was the mushrooms, wasn’t it?)

I wanted to stay in that mindset, very pure.

(but that shit wear off)

That shit do in fact wear off.

(reality bites)

That was a movie right?

……….

Meh, it was a good run 🤣

(good run buddy)

King of the fuckerhead shit. Noble.

(alright)

(good.run)

Oh you think we’re finished?

(I think you need a vacation)

There’s business to do. Now is the time for business and focus, no daydreaming.

People that believe in God have it easier, no doubt, you don’t have to feel like you’re all alone out there.

Frustrating.

Makes you want to burn down a church.

Drugs are probably the only real answer.

(Cute)

It’s just days man! It’s just a bunch of fuckin days! Over and over, not much in between, just day after day after day, nothing special in there, just days….

( I’ve heard you have to make it special)

Sigh😞😞😞

I’m glad it’s getting colder. I do love the cold.

Yea, I say unto thee…

Do not mix sex and Adderall , do not muddy those waters

Your true personality will never shine, not as long as you’re a loner, because what you really are is a smart ass. It’s difficult to be a smart ass with no one around, fun to try though.