4 days no drinkie. There was a line from American Dad, the alcoholic alien was stranded without booze,,
“I’m becoming uncomfortably lucid!!”
🤣 great line.
I still smoked a pack of cigarettes today, also ate a cheeseburger, had a smoothie and 2 red bulls. That was my intake today.A living breathing dumpster.
Stakes are missing from my vision. Time doesn’t seem to grab my attention enough. A fatal flaw. I had a thought to fix it,, to turn it all around, health,therapy,,,,But it’s almost too crazy to write down. Imagination is not always useful.Reality is what it is and time will kill us all.
For the record, I do it completely wrong and do not endorse any of it. It’s not a “cool” attribute. People should care about themselves.
anyways… I’m gonna play space guitar, chess club is at the bar tomorrow but I’ll just have ginger-ale, ain’t no thang. Fuck up out of my diary.
dawn 