dawn

I believe in cat magic, yes, I think it’s a real thing.

You have to watch them, you have to watch how they watch what they watch… they see something, can’t put my finger on it, but there’s something there.

Just eyeballing a little killer at ease, a little soldier to the bone,

Something in the genes, bloodline.

I feel nothing today,

Something happens when I bite a hole through my own tongue, and that’s what this life is like for me,, just a dude biting his tongue.

This jughead mother fucker likes to talk to me like,,,well,, like I’m stupid,, even more, and don’t take it the wrong way,,

A word that I’m only using as a descriptor , a description that I’d never ever use on another living person.

A yard nigger.

This one guy talks to me like I’m his yard nigger,

Like my entire lifetime is beneath him , like I never learned a thing out there,, that one gets at me, not gonna lie.

I don’t mind taking the role of a student, but taking the role of servitude?

That one’s tough.

Because he’s got nothing going on upstairs.

Power tripping for the ego trip,, same old shit, maybe I’m immune , maybe I’m amazed.

It’s all the same and the ride home is so very grey, gray, gerrr-aye.

Difficult, on me, nobody’s problem,,,,this is what happens.

I’ve heard that ADD kids are bored because they’re at the end of the reincarnation cycle.

I think it’s you.

I think I’m bored because I have to listen to you,

Not only listen, I’m expected to kneel, this cocksucker only wants to see the knee bent,

In reality?

I’m so far above you, so far that I spit on the life you feel into.

I’d kill this mother fucker, but not really,

But if there were no laws?

I still wouldn’t.

I just sit back and laugh.

There is no God in this, and no Glory, no shining light or escape,

Just down in this shit bath with the rest of you clowns.

Fucking fuck.

I”m alright….

I sat down to type at the wrong time, and forgive me or don’t,,,

FUCK!

Tomorrow is a new day.

“All the same ” is deadly,

Comfy complacent.

And I’m ashamed, and I thought I was shame proof.

Fuck this fucking thing and fuck you too.

Fuck how it goes.

Fuck the hairless monkey .

God dammit, misery….

(Misery passes)

But what is to be learned?

What in the mother fuck is the point?

WHat’s the god damn god damn??

I Shouldn’t have said anything, this guy is normal, I’m the freak.

Still, fuck that guy, fuck that guy