The shit I took today was like reverse toxoplasmosis. the parasite wanted to be on the outside of the brain, thus inhibiting reproduction. Even a parasite can have a moral code,if you give it a chance ,Bacterial by nature, wise enough to never spread. Quite fond of cats and all animals big and small. Feels guilty eating cows and chickens, factory farmed… maybe if they had a good life first… free range, a full book of animal stories before they passed through my colon. You can taste sadness,, spoils the meat, I absolutely give permission to eat me.
Throughout human history, as our species faces the frightening,terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos. It has been the authorities… The political, the educational, the religious authorities that attempted to “comfort” us , by giving rules. Informing.. forming in our minds,”their” view of reality.- third eye- salival
To think for yourself, you must question authority, and learn, put yourself in a state of confused, vulnerability, open-mindedness… To inform yourself.
Was finished years ago, you only see a reflection.
The new pill of death is called opana. Oxymorphone, the last time I did a opiate maybe five or six years ago. That one is stronger than all the others, makes oxycontin look like a Vicodin. That one is dangerous on, be aware. Opana, secretly sweeping sideways across the land.
When the internet came around, I looked up other human beings with my exact name. We’re all pretty much the same, a bit disappointing honestly.
That’s what you get, and I’m the one to give it to you.
“there is an exit here”
I do not worry.
This shit boring.
Fear is a mind killer, apathy is a mind killer, the MO of “there is no point”. Not with that attitude there’s not. Piss in your Corn Flakes, shit on your casserole, motivation is…is. is. Is.. elusive.
Elusive and unsure.
Without motivation. On hold. Forever, the worst hold music in the world πππ.
Launch a spitball.
Send a dirty look, make a face and maybe it’ll stay that way.
Psssshhhhh. Vent at nothing.
Taking on all comers .