I’ll tell it eventually, just a matter of processing and facing fears.
(Unique fear)
It doesn’t, it doesn’t help.
Doesn’t really do any good to zero in on situations that are impossible to understand.
(Madness)
I actually enjoyed talking about people that have God’s love in them. That imagination stuff.
(Romantic)
Yeah.
We don’t know what’s what.
Might just be science and math, nobody fuckin knows. But there’s things that I can’t explain.
(Music and cats)
And vibes and psychology.
Or are vibes and psychology the same thing?
Monsters have figured people out and cracked that nut, to terrible results.
Monsters.
Even beyond that.
Can you notice a way a person behaves? a color? and can you track that to childhood and genetics?
Can you visualize the dice that are being rolled?
Half environment, half genetics.
(People are really interesting, yeah)
Fate?
(Who knows?)
And I’m alright. Safe, well and employed.
Shouldn’t complain.
I’ll get to the tower eventually.
You guys worry about your own problems, I’ll worry about mine.
(Not your best entry)
Yea I know,,
(Might need a break)
Maybe.
A little failure magic recharge.
I’m not upset, or mad at the world today, I’m not sad about the past or hung up on how much has been wasted.I’m just,,freshly showered and chillin, ready to do it again tomorrow.
(Dial tone)
Dial soap, get it straight.
Bummed if I fuck up the reason this place exists.
Bummed if I don’t do it right.
Maybe a break, you’ll live.
I made it to a cubicle 5 minutes before AI made the cubical irrelevant lolo
Oh well. I’ll live.
I do other stuff too.