I gave Amber back her key, I’m totally whack for falling into that , I liked hanging out, and I had been solo for many moons,
She’s just too much, and agro,it’s all bad. And after you see a certain side of someone,, there’s like,there’s no attraction.
It’s a bummer and another great reason to be a monk, because I don’t think it matters either.
Still,I’m the asshole.
But the longer it went on, the bigger of an asshole I’d be.
I think I’ve reached capacity
And cycle between regret and anger and very occasional gratitude. Because people are starving. Sea animals are dying in garbage, shits all bad.
All bad.
Thumbs down across the board.
Wahhhh.
But you’re not dead,and they’re basically selling Vicodin out in the Open.
Gratitude seems in order.
I hope Amber finds someone that makes her happy. And I .. I will not take the easy road. People get hurt.
You have to spend time with someone to know if you like them. And cut booze out of the equation.
Better yet, just leave people alone. It’s so easy,and it’s so kind. Just leave them alone.
dawn 