I realize that I’m mad about whichever side is on top….
I realize that I’d like to leave and start over..but you can’t run from yourself…
It’s just….rednecks…
You’d have to know them,
You’d have to live around them for at least a decade,,,,
They’re not all bad…but god dammit do they strut.
They feel like they’re so right, on everything.
Life and death, heaven and hell,
Living within God’s Law and Man’s kingdom..
They’re a lot.
Super judgmental, which is everyone…
I dunno..
I hate listening to them talk.
Hate how they talk…
Hate the cliches…
And now?
Now it’s their day.
Now everything starts to go their way..
Because of one word…
Vindication…
By men in suits,
Land owners,
Hateful motherfuckers fall on both sides,, and the other side was pretty insane…but..but but but but..
But these trucks.
This accent.
Insular communities out here.
Walls shut.
Stories passed around.
Holding hands…the tree people are holding hands and protecting their kids…
Insular.
No progress.
NO advancement..
No imagination..
And they shit on anything that isn’t them…
SO I was mad today, and I laughed at them..
Rightfully so.
Not on some “team” bullshit,, just on the whole thing.
And a dead man’s words ring in my ears
(They don’t give a fuck about you, they don’t give a fuck about you,,,they don’t give a FUCK about you)
Just looking for truth..
Just seeking,,
While I’m alive..
While I breathe..
(I will not forget how to fly, how to dream, how to love- inner universe)
I will try not to fall while flying,
Try not to…
Ya just,, ya can’t spend too much time looking at the monkeys.. it’ll bring ya down….
Alright….home base…
(Gratitude)
Plenty to be grateful for,, adding a new med tomorrow, got a new looper, there’s a girl that likes me and we have several hundred hours of conversation as a foundation…work…cat…family,,,
Yo…yep,,,
Should I thank Trump for that?
Seriously?
Suck my dick brah…
Thank the universe…give thanks,,sing praise…shout at the rain, bark at the moon,,,,
(Alive….)
Indeed,,, alive,,,,,,,,,,,,
I’m here…
A peaceful one…
At heart….
Only interested in good things,,,
Sorry for talking all that shit…
(Sometimes you’re pretty good at it)
Meh.. what’s it worth?
dawn 