dawn

Or maybe it’s all part of the plan and we’re approaching the end times.

(How great would that be? 🤣)

Oh, so great, just for something different.

(you’re not on the list to get raptured, does this bother you?)

Nah, all the cool people will be left behind anyhow. I’d rather live it out down here.

(pretty crazy stories…)

That navigate history? Yes, some pretty batshit stuff, and it’s our job to act like it’s cool.

I’m not going to be pissed off over things I can’t control, maybe it’s supposed to go this way. Maybe every chess piece is exactly where it’s meant to be and there’s always a larger plan.

(can you turn off empathy? Willy nilly?)

Life kinda demands it, controlled detachment, crucial. Nothing in the big picture is my business, it’s only my place to navigate the small life, the little shit, that’s my lane.

(Fate?)

I’m not sure that I believe in that either.

( fate =God’s plan. They were big on that)

They were big on a lot of topics, and most of them naturally make you feel small, like you don’t matter in the larger scheme of things.

(you don’t matter)

And that’s what they want you to believe, so they did their task well, give points to the clever.

(they also use time, it’s an important ingredient. Things will probably simmer down )

But the problems will still be there, then later, a little more, then a little more, and a little more . Then people fly planes into buildings .

The situation pisses me off. Mostly because of backstory. Where I was raised is downstream from all these crazy stories. Directly influenced by people I’ve never met, conflicts crossing generations, mad story, mad history, quite overwhelming.

(not your job to troubleshoot)

Yeah but that’s what I do, on the external, I look at shit, it’s what my brain does.

(Let it go)

Alright, I’ll make an effort… That shit pisses me off.

(it’s ok)

Not for them, it’s ok for me, I’m going to be just fine. It’s not ok for them.

(you don’t even know them )

But we’re the same, we’re the same thing. Just like a junkie under a bridge, just like a death row inmate, just like an autistic child.

“we’re the same, I feel what you feel”

( you need to manage that part of yourself)

I need to do a lot, fucker. Fuck fuck fuckers. The fucker ratio is out of control on this rock, I’m flabbergasted. At least two to one.

(not your problem, not your fight)

Yeah 😞 its not

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(You should be rooting for Israel)

I don’t understand why I have to root for anyone, also, I’m an underdog guy.

(You can’t say that, because of like,,,the holocaust)

I’m rooting for people. Both sides. If I prayed I would pray they might see the strings being pulled, might recognize we’ve been turned into game pieces. Stress that the love of God is actually looking at someone and seeing yourself, wrestle with the question. Atheist? I don’t claim that word. Also fuck the story. Fuck the control that goes along with it. If there is a God, it’s not what you think. Think about it when looking at trees or bugs or stars, seems closer.

Ya’ll mother-fuckers on some bullshit, for like , ever.

And people die for that.

They also die trying to get likes, but it’s a whole different thing. TO die for the intangible … it’s like saying ” I’m going to die for this math equation” or ” I’m going to die for this piece of art”

Fucking crazy. God damn. Fucking crazy.

How crazy am I? Really?

Comparatively , I’m just a dude yappin’.

I hope people get along. And I hope people let go of the old , and I hope we stop telling children these stories.

Or…

If you tell the good ones, force yourself to tell the bad.

Take a book that big and you can cherry pick any perspective you wish.

Fucked up man, fuckin weird.

I hope people can make peace with each other, but I’m not confident, and kinda sick of being an audience member of it all.

Remove God and there’s no conflict.

Tough to argue against..

How about ” change God?”. Let’s look at it entirely different, new view.

(The nerve on you….)

You have a better idea?

(Unfixable)

Because we gave up all the control, we let ourselves be raised by stories, exactly how they wanted it.

( it’s funny, watching you talk)

I’m thinking, I’m not talking, I’m making no statement. That’s why I come here.

(Still funny)