They black out the label so you can’t really see what dosage you’re swallowing.
THAT, makes it likely that you will swallow more than you planned on.
So it’s feeding into addiction, which we know will lead you to buying more bottles…
And there you have it.
Check out the clever snakes in this species.
See how crafty.
See them slither…
(Stronger than you)
No, I see them,,,I know what they’re doing…
(And yet….)
Just for now, everything is just for now.
Be gone.
—
I ditched plans with my friend today , makes me a selfish asshole.
We were gonna go see the new Alien movie and play guitar afterwards.
I nodded off.
When I woke up, it was five minutes till the movie started , homie lives an hour fifteen away..
I sent a “I’m sorry” text and went back to sleep…
I can be so selfish.
You can talk about what’s good for your life and what’s bad for it…
I choose sleep,so much of the time.
Choose it over being “on “
Go to work, handle bills , do laundry and give attention to the cats I love..
Be friends with people in video games.
Play music in the multitrack recorder..
Sleep.
Sleep swallow fauxpium so the self can sleep some more.
Ssssleeeeep.
A giant hand coming down, reaching into you and flicking your light switch…
Sleep..
(defeat)
Yeah..
(you wasted this time. You chose sleep and by proxy,you chose death)
I did .
That phrase…
Tough one, painful one.
“it’ll be the death of you ☠️☠️”
No, I’m just tired..
I handle my business.
(you hide 🫥)
Sleep 💤💤
It takes a lot out of me.
Dealing with All this, so I was…..I
Doing..it was something… 💤
Sleep..
(death)
I do love the winter time , because you get to wear hoodies and sweaters, And because you can snuggle up with kitties and get warm…
You get cat hair all over your fucking clothes, but life is short, do you really care?
You got to spend that time being happy.
Doing what you love 💝
All in all … I will say .
(oh Jesus)
No,I will say..
“Kratom is cleaner than pharmaceutical opiates”
(That’s actually true)
Not to act like it’s cool 😎
Not to encourage losing yourself in any substance,or experience.
But , all in all.
The withdrawal is manageable, the high isn’t constantly being increased, not like real junk.
The tolerance monster doesn’t do that thing.
A dosage of concentrated extract does what it does,and you’re not fucking dying for more.
I’m not downplaying, I’m not rationalizing,
But of the unwise things I’ve done.. this isn’t the worst.
(it’s expensive 🫰)
Not like street drugs.
Nothing like that..
dawn 