I’m really fascinated by words you’re not supposed to say, or even just words with gravity.Single words that Carry a gaggle of other words with them.
Taboo, inappropriate, blasphemous, triggering.
At any point of any given day,you could make an imaginary task for yourself
“list five words you shouldn’t say,five things you shouldn’t mention”
Whichever five you choose,,,yeah, very telling about your current mood and where your mind is.
I woke up with an itch for amphetamine today, not a common thing, not an impulse to be acted on, just a thing.
“I sure would like to stay awake for three days and get weird”
Not happening 🤣 not productive and while I am stupid,I’m not quite stupid enough to consider that to be a good idea.
Still…. 60 milligrams of Adderall would really get this day moving,maybe another 60 around lunch,, then 120 when the sun goes down for a fun night.
Ahhh,to be young. Perpetual foolishness.
dawn 