I never gave a shit about that rockstar dellusion.
Impossible to prove,and it sounds like the ego trying to defend itself.
But for real. I played because I loved it,exploring…building…trying to feel it.Learning.
No daydreams about money or beautiful women or nice cars.
I couldn’t imagine the nerve it would take, to monetize ANY of your creativity or natural talent. That concept is so foreign to where I came from..
Male musicians are some of the most insecure,most competitive ,most desperate for attention humans I’ve ever known. Probably neck and neck with comedians in that area.
I still enjoy jamming. I don’t think I’m anyone.
Never once did I think it would feed me, or pay my bills. I just did it because I loved it. A,nd honestly, the love of it might have kept me from far worse places.
Every person should have something that they love,without applause.
But I don’t know anything
dawn 