dawn

meh, I’ve suffered enough.

I also gave my shit away for free,for a year now.

Thought, heart, what the fuck ever, I just put it down and threw it away.

Value? A dollar amount?

If I earn 70k a year, and typing could fetch a steady 71? I’d trade it, but that’s capitalism, just what we live in.

Bummed at the thought of giving it up, maybe I could go somewhere else with an invisible name,,,

Seriously though, I’ve suffered enough and I’ve wallowed enough. I think that time is finished, very close to it.

I’m going to kill you.

But not really🤣🤣

“within seconds a cat can spot, pounce,and disable a snake”

And my face, my face my face.

I don’t like it out there.

When the Internet came around,I didn’t feel good about it. I didn’t like being around everyone ALL the time. Felt unusual, unnatural, unreal, unidentified. Icky. Makes me feel icky

Don’t need that kicking around the psyche ,don’t need to be rubbing elbows, don’t need to be balls deep in it.

Because I disagree with so much,

But I really do like YouTube music, totally worth the subscription cost, so much variety.

Meh, it was just a journal, that’s it.

And if you think I want Jews to suffer, you’re both stupid and projecting.

I think you really want me to be that way, so you can point and say “look”.

I can only speak for my little slice of this place, lots of dumb people, dumb people everywhere though.

Look..

I mean this and please hear me.

Church is King out here, Israel is the good guy. Then I hear people saying how they treat Islam,, and mother fuckers I’ve never met are fighting over land I’ll never go to.

People blow themselves up,