dawn

And I do wish that “connecting the dots” was a marketable skill.

It’s tough to find a useful way to implement that skill..

I do see them though,oh yes I do.

Just can’t do anything with them 😔

Oh well!

I got the LVX and I’ve been enjoying just looking at it, I almost don’t want to even plug it in because I’ve read that it will ruin my Strymon timeline, which is currently my favorite delay pedal.

All kinds of great sounds in that fucking thing.

They say the LVX is a “timeline killer”, because It is so clearly Superior..(relatable).which kinda makes me hurt.

Hurt like a child that finally gets told that Santa Claus isn’t real.

Hurt like a child that gets told to stop talking to his stuffed brontosaurus..

Why does one guitar pedal of mine feel the need to kill another one?

Is it in the guitar pedal’s nature?

(capitalist evolution lol)

Ahhh there it is.

For God made man in his own image.

Man makes products within the bounds of his  environment and motivations..

“I will make a product that is so good, it will make you not buy another product.”

Yahtzee.

It will take food out of someone else’s mouth..

Because of progress…

(and you?)

I just do it for the love of it 🤣

“I get a kick out of shutting suckers down in the parking lot “-lil bow wow.

(I swear… Sometimes you really think you’re something..)

…………

“Think?”

….

Kidding.

You have to pep talk yourself sometimes.

And ya know,,, hating ass bitches.

(cute)

……

(You find a doctor yet? Or do you plan to keep taking that root? That root route? Rooting around the root route?)

No,, I haven’t.

But it’s on my list of things to do.

I would like to feel better, and be healthy, and exert energy and feel satisfaction and experience love and happiness.

Ya know… Like a human.

(I’m not going to let you skirt on this one… It’s something that needs to be done)

I know.

I really do know.

My shit a mess.

And messes don’t typically fix themselves..

(alright.. stay tough pony boy)

Hey, thanks for dealing with me this entire time.

(where the Fuck else am I gonna go?)

(and your shit’s crazy, once every great once in awhile, It is “not bad”)

It’s original and organic.

(yeah, but dogshit can be original and organic too.. It’s that brain you’ve got… Take some pills and give it another stab in a month or so)

Alright…

I’m curious to see whatever happens.

(just put forth effort dickhead)

I know..

I’m really happy to be alive.

And reasonably healthy.

And employed.

(stay off the internet.. does clowns will try to make you feel bad about where you’re at)

Hey now.. I’m pretty proud of how much I’ve reeled in social contact through the internet.

I talk here, because I’ll be damned if anyone gets to take it away,, besides that I’m pretty limited.

No Instagram, no Twitter, no Facebook, no Reddit,

And if I comment on any YouTube content, I try to keep it short and positive, to the best of my ability.

I’ve also turned off my watch history so I have no feed.

That’s progress.

And that’s why I’m cooler than you.

(funnyman)

There’s this one website called quora or something, And they keep emailing my Gmail account, with some stupid ass comment thread or writing prompt.

I do enjoy just popping in there and saying something silly.

Usually without reading the article it’s related to.

A comment off the headline.

Because, I am just so sick and tired of listening to all these mother fuckers..

You feel that way too, right?

I know you do..

Gut feeling. Intuition.

Aren’t you sick of hearing from all these mother fuckers?

I would wager “yes”.

Just going off of intuition, which I am learning to trust more everyday.

(and God is love)

If there is a God, I don’t think we have any hope of really understanding.

But yes, I feel something.

Maybe positive vibes.

I feel…..

Tough to put your finger on..

Also , how lame is it to talk about your feelings?

Really glad I don’t live in fear of what you or anyone else thinks.

It’s very liberating .

You should try it.

Feels scary at first, but you can get on a roll.

Some of you have done it and I’ve seen you.

Bravo 👏

I think it’s good for you.

To talk.

To talk about things you feel.

Super gay.

Super helpful.

I think it’s an important part of life.

So… Talk about your feelings. Talk deeply and inspect the root..

Just.. Don’t talk to me about it.

Because I don’t care.

And neither does anyone else.

Which is why therapists make so much money.

I say again…”diary”

This shit Free yo!

Ain’t cost shit!👍👍👍

Hashtag limited resources.

Hashtag deep and expensive issues.

Hashtag nihilism.

Hashtag rock flying through space.

Hashtag God speaks in DNA.

Hashtag love.

Hashtag making fun of people is low hanging fruit and thus makes you a hack.

Hashtag that’s why no one cares about you.

Hashtag you ruin everything and would be doing us all a favor if you stepped in front of a train.

Hashtag I hate you.

Hashtag I’m sorry I said that thing about hating you, I just get really frustrated sometimes.

Hashtag….fart joke.

Cricket is playing with Toys again.

Really really appreciate your prayers, And I’m not being sarcastic.

Thank you for the good vibes, it actually means something to this ant👍👍

I bought a really nice coaster for my coffee mug