You know that goes past race, right?
It applies to both genders and whatever I’m told is inbetween .
I know this from spending extensive time with Latinos,blacks, and a little bit of Asians.
A Columbian male determines your value from the caliber of women you’ve been with. The frequency and quality.
All races do that really.
A creative only sees you as a threat if you have ability and recognition.
American knuckledraggers like to look for “resiliency”,, the toughness of your character..
A religious person eyeballs you to see how fucking Pius you are. Publicly pius.
Pointless as pubic hairs on patellas.
There is a judgement train, as soon as you wake up, soon as you log on, soon as you clock in, soon as you sit down to fingerpaint.
When I say that you people don’t deserve a Dysonsphere,,I mean it.
You don’t.
When I say that, as a group, you get what you deserve,, i fuckin hate it,
But I’m still right.
So cry.
Lash out in anguish.
Let the gnashing of teeth be heard throughout all lands.
Focus on the bad.
Think about how it operates and eventually, how you operate.
We’re clown shoes.
I’ll carry it too..
You and me both..
A silly, silly species.
What I’m interested in YOU,, is how you understand that, and still continue.
Personally I think You’re as bad as I am, you’re just a better actor, therefor, a better LIAR.
And you’re reallll fucking good at lying to yourself.
Delusion is bliss.
You’re nobody.
Neither am I.
And none of it matters.
(Except helping)
Animals? Sure I’ll help animals.
I’ll feed them, I’ll think about them, I’ll give a shit..
(Why is that?)
Because they’re innocent.
(People are innocent)
Not often…
You don’t see that often.
The universe shits on all of them, then they shit on their neighbor, then they establish a hierarchy of value..
Makes me want to puke….
I hate them so much..
Non-violent,, but it ain’t my fucking job to root for them. Ain’t my fucking responsibility.
Fuck this evening..
(lol, you got a taste of benzo and you’re withdrawing from Kratom)
Look cuz,,,
I be dropping $40-$60 on that shit EVERYDAY,, every god damn day. $10 more on a pack of smokes..
Now,, I worked my way up to decent money,, but this habit,, it’s,,,fuck me,,, it’s expensive. That shit adds up, for a working class cocksucker like myself,,,
(So you withdraw, then in a week you talk yourself into going with a really small dose, then you do it all over again,,rinse and repeat)
I can’t be sober..
It gets ugly..
(On the plus side…list off what you’ve beat)
My penis.
(Ha!,, seriously,, how many intoxicants have you quit?)
-cocaine
-loritab
-loriset
-percaset
-heroin
-Adderal
-oxycodine
-OxyContin
-promethazine
-alcohol
I quit a lot…
(Then it’s just a thing,,, you fucking dolt)
I need something,, something in my brain, so I don’t end up in these places..
(Yeah dog, it’s a good thing you’re not famous)
I know right?
Fuck.
Alright….
Alright alright alright…
Alright…
The brain needs “something”
(I would say so)
I cope with caffeine and nicotine too, sugar, you name it..
(You might be fucked)
Fuck you…
I need… to dip myself in the river Styx, need a rebirth
(Christian talk)
Fuck Christian’s and their judgmental asses,,,
Rebirth.
Through the mind.
Solitude.
(Junkie root)
Kratom makes you hate em?
Fuck this blog.
Fuck you too.
Hope you step in some dogshit today.
20 minutes later—
i still like the spirit that refuses to die.
stand against, all that.
I like that part.,
Boy oh boy…have i had some benders…
dawn 