You know what’s fucked up?
She knows how much of a loser I am.
She knows my drug vice and she knows how fucked up I am.
As a human being.
She knows my ability to manipulate, she knows the dangerous parts and she knows where I’m at in life..
And she likes me anyway.
She makes me feel like I have value and that my life is worth living.
Do you know how fucking crazy that is?
Do you?
To tell no lies and to be honest,for better or worse..
She knows..
Said she wants to go through my backlog of diary,, because it interests her…
I am not worthy.
I’m really not.
I just..I don’t know..
It feels good, and fuck the ego, but it feels good..
I said it all
dawn 