Boss man is really at it today. Gossiping and shit talking. I think it’s me today. I think he’s telling people I’m on drugs , mostly because I avoid his stories about past sexual experiences or the pornography habits in his marriage.
Yesterday it was talking about his daughters menstrual cycle and his teenage daughters love life.
What had happened was…
Yesterday the big boss came into the office and gave me compliments, applauded my professional efforts (which are relentless),
This triggered jealousy in my hydrocephalic supervisor.
Seeing my name on a piece of glass… Feels threatened. So he starts talking shit.
Such children out there. Such clowns.
I’m a dildo too, but I actively work to not bother people and to limit my thoughts to a blog.
This guy?
Jesus Christ man, 😞😞
This guy…
Makes me sad,which would be fine,who gives a shit?
But like,, I HAVE to deal with this cocksucker, my money depends on it, and the fact I’m cool with the higher up just burns his feelings. Chaps his ass, whatever.
This guy is unreasonable.
I may be a partial psychopath, I may have antisocial tendencies or I may Carry a dash of clinically defined sociopathy,,, but this guy….
This guy is worse than me.
They all want you to kill yourself, and if you do they win. So you begin to exist and to wake up every morning ,,surely out of spite.
Which is a bizarre way to be.
But if “fuck you” carries me through, then “fuck you” it is.
People got it worse, and there is no right to complain, The f*** are you doing man?
Perhaps I’ll make a project out of him, set out to ruin his life. I’ve already started hitting record on my phone’s audio recorder when he starts talking. Wouldn’t be hard to do just a little cataloging, could have sorting get him on tape talking sexual s***, get him on tape talking direct s*** about the owners… Nah it wouldn’t take a lot.
The question comes back to what kind of person am I? I’ve definitely done s*** like that before, and it would ruin his life, he’s a gun owner and might possibly fly off the handles and murder me,
Maybe it would be worth it though. I don’t know.
Too close to hate.
Daydreaming of things like this.
It’s probably more productive to devise of strategy where I have to interact with this guy less, but you see, that’s nearly impossible..
(would you rather be stacking bricks or delivering boxes?)
I don’t know.
If I had my Unabomber shack, I think I would be happier with less money