It’s death, that’s what it is.
Falling would be such a brutal way of going, holy fuck Batman.
Super duper intense, brain experiencing atrophied receptors., tidal waves of confusing chemical messages.
Mind knows it’s safe, body perceives death.
Wicked wicked headache afterwords,, all day
Some chemicals, ,sssssome head shit.
Super spike of adrenaline and returning to grip,,,geez Louise .
Rushing to the fucking earth, faster and faster…
Not a pleasant way to die, check that off the list.
Then you think “death in general”,
Not good.
Pretty intense.
Some might even say “unnecessarily intense”
Death is unnecessarily intense, rude even.
Death is the scary scary, when falling, I think I shut off for a moment.
Feels very very awake, very very.
Also reminds you that death sucks.
That shit terrifying.
I feel very alert.
We all gonna die
I can’t see the exit door, the one that follows me around,cause like, I saw it. Humbling death of daydream, reality bitch, I go grrrr, get upset about it, just a fight, just a thing, smooth is better, acceptance and glide, jussst glide, look around,,,,gotta keep that, gotta stash that one. Some kind of feeling. Nervous system feels absolutely wrecked, not as tough as I think I am, no sir, not by a mile. But that’s alright, good to be humbled.Fuck do I know?
Im done, breathe breathe breathe, s’cool.
(Life is fleeting!)
It’s going so fast!
Everyone is going to die!!
Yeah. Pretty basic stuff. Nothing to spend time on,
Death is no good, avoid .
Let’s collectively agree to all stop dying. Just stop, right now, 1.2.3. No more dying.
dawn 