dawn

If Solomon got one wish from God, and he asked for wisdom.

I would tell God that I am wise enough.

Then I would ask for discipline.

(You just smoked 10 cigarettes in a row)

😞😞☹️😞😞☹️☹️😞☹️🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊

Where’s the emoji for a black lung?

It’s the Fauxpium.

I see it.

It is the linchpin.

(currently)

Yes…I started it to lessen my alcohol intake.

(and it worked)

It did..but now…now I’m caught in some fucked up nursery rhyme..

(she swallowed the spider to catch the fly, why oh why?)

I guess she’ll die 😞

(YOU will die)

I will.

Wish I had some fresher LSD..

(Don’t ruin your night)

You’re right, I want to shower and put on pajamas and play guitar.

I don’t want to feel so bad about my entire life..

I just want to play 😢

(then play… I’ll be here when you’re done)

Deal… Please don’t ruin my time. Time is precious and so limited, please don’t ruin it for me.

(Play your guitar dude)

Alright…

Hey . I know you’re telling the truth.

(no shit)

Yeah…

(go)

Alright..

Hey I can control my food, I’ve noticed that over the last week. I can knock it off with the sugar

( dude … go play your fuckin guitar 🎸 stop thinking)

I can’t help it 😔

Alright.. you’re right.

I’m going to set a course, Warp  2, lower the shields and turn the deflector dish off …

So we run into meteors.

Cute the string section…

I fed the outside cats really well.. canned food with a side of Friskies soup.

(Jesus Christ dude! Fuck off! Get out of this place!)

I was just looking at the cats, They ate so well content and grooming themselves.

Licky lick lick lick …

A happy cat got a vibe.

You pick up a little bit of spirit as you walk by them.. I can feel what they feel, and they feel happy…

(Wellbutrin might be the beginning of the answer..)

LET’S TAKE THE WHOLE BOTTLE!

Jokes ☺️

(cocaine would make you feel a little motivated too)

Yeah but that’s the thing, not persistently. It could not be a reliable way… It’s just a buzz. It’s an escape from all this..

Medicine feels different.

I need energy