dawn

This lady is about to do a urinalysis on me..

She’s about to see how fucked up my kidneys and liver are, from a year of abusing Kratom..

How dehydrated I am.

Time to face the music Justy Poo…

(that’s some dark urine)

I know!

I know it is !

(and now, she’s about to know)

What’s she gonna do?

Take away my narcotics?

I don’t get any narcotics?

Worst she can do is look at me with sadness…

I’m immune to that trick…

(hmmm)

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Unhealthy motherfucker..

Hit me with the shame treatment..

Combo Wellbutrin..

Typical..

Feels so invasive.

Having someone look in my ears.. touch my neck, look In my eyes..

Having a human so close to you, so close to your body..

Feels…

Something..

It feels like something..

They’ll take my blood,

They’ll see all of me..

And I feel…I feel..I feel..

So naked.

Exposed.

(there’s something under her voice..)

She knows..

She knows the kind of slob that sits before her.

She doesn’t know where I’ve been,but she can guess..

(she can see it)

She can…

😔

That’s too bad..

(no hiding)

None

It

Hurts 😂

Having someone see how unhealthy you really are 😆😆😂

(a low value man…)

I kinda like it…

Let’s see if we can get that number to zero.