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If I see a random civilian staring at me, sometimes I’ll throw my middle finger up behind me…
Do it in a way that you could only catch if you were staring at me.
So…
Take offense if you’d like..
Or you can start off by minding your own goddamn motherfucking business.
A little dialogue box pops up
“A new player would like to join your party”
Declined.
I’m good,
I click that little box that might as well say
“Fuck you and your motherfucking momma”
Out here clicking boxes…
I like the one on one, that’s the way I like to communicate,
The internet is the opposite of that.
Don’t get mad at me for the fundamental construction of the web you owe your life to.
Your life is in there.
Your friends.
Your message.
Your validation in speech.
Remove fiber optics and it doesn’t exist.
Pluck the satellites out of the sky and you’re a whole bunch of “not shit”.
Just like me 🤫😘😉
So…
It is Saturday.
Day one.
I’m looking for a way to stream in stereo, because I have these two decent mics, Lewitt Vida 440,, condenser mics, 48 volt phantom power,
I would like to broadcast these weird guitar sounds while my friend paints, but I’d want them to be heard like I hear them…
I have so much good gear,
So many physical objects that make me happy.
So.. instead of collecting them for happiness, I’d like to run electricity through them and be background noise.
THat’s my favorite way to play.
Being backdrop.
Not asking for attention.
“You do something special, while I’m back here”
Bit of color on the walls.
You don’t have to love me.
You don’t even have to like me.
I’ll still be here, making this noise I make,
And sometimes, it’s not bad.
Sometimes,..
“if I never hear his voice again, it’ll be too soon”
Fucks with my downtime,the time when I’m happy.
How well you can recall sounds and voices..
Fuck out of my head 🗣️
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The capsules help immensely for detox.
I was just about to go reup..
They’re so much weaker by comparison, night and day against the extract.
SO you can take 4-5 of them,and it shakes off the thought.The option of hopping in your car and legally purchasing your medicine..
And that’s a word for it’s own day
Medicine.
“A taste of your on medicine”
Remedy for what ails you.
Complex compound ,consumed for your compounding complex.
Some muh fuckas need medicine.
Some brains do not manage on their own.
They just fuckin don’t.
Awesome and a nightmare at the same time.
Put some stuff in it.
(Preferable natural )
Oh no doubt.
You’d be much better off, if you knew that lesson…
However…
(Xanax)
Such smart creatures we are.
Study the world around us and become chefs.
Medicine.
“This mixture of ingredients,,and the patient feels this“
Take it to a psychotropic.
“After taking this mixture, for thirty full days,,the patient behaves like this“
Meds for the weird ones…
I have real feelings on children and ADHD meds.
I think that’s super fucked up.
I think that’s so wrong.
(You never dealt with a hyperactive son or daughter..)
Nah..
I dealt with me.
SO I feel like I can say….
“That’s fucked up”
It’s crazy you’d even consider doing that to kids.
Almost like they were testing the waters…
(Money)
For sure, highly profitable.
Despicable behavior from elders, trust in doctors, incapable parents, having their fear preyed upon.
“Your kid is crazy, they’ll never fit in with society, they’ll never get a real job, they won’t survive,,the way they are”
So , pop a pill in.
Fix all.
The chemical soup of your brain…
Playing around with the delicate balance in there.
(Serious business)
For real..
That’s some real shit.
dawn 