notes help me keep the stories and characters straight.,in memory. Typing it out keeps them crisp. You wouldn’t believe it, but I remember many of these diary entries, word for word… if I wasn’t tanked and caught a rythym. Or if it was a real memory. I am JusBlaze, 3 concrete slabs lined up with Orion’s belt, mass shooting monologues, so on and so on . I remember a lot, for a pothead.
One of Fyodor’s abandoned sons (Ivan)went on to publish a strange article,applauded by both the Church and Atheists.
The odd part was, he shouldn’t have known anything about the subject., he just wrote how he felt about a topic.
The next son is Alyosha, he became a monk because he felt a deep love for humanity and feared the wicked wicked world and it’s influence on the soul.Seems he liked the quiet. Feel ya, fictional homie.