It’s good to talk to a friend.
Even if you’re talking about nothing at all, it’s good to communicate and remember that there’s more to the world than what happens inside your own stupid skull.
Feels like trying to balance a droplet of water on a razor blade,
Isolation is pivotal .
A crucial element and priceless beyond expressions,,
People are good too.
ANd sometimes the universe throws you a bone.
Razor left— people are irritating and always interrupting thought. Whenever you dive into what you’re doing, there someone is , waiting to take you out of it.
Razor right- people are an important part of what it means to be alive. The company of good ones feels easy and effortless, sometimes you’re ACTUALLY glad to interact.
Razor left- it’s way better alone, no one in the way or fucking with your thoughts, no one judging or telling you what you SHOULD be doing. Time is your oyster.
Razor right- wonderful things are meant to be shared. Good times, good people, good experience .
I’m very tired and the battery runs low, I can find no magic solution,, 8 hours of dealing with other humans, exiting and going straight to dealing with other humans, I honestly do not understand how people can have families , I mean I guess I do, if you care then you’re there for it,, but holy shit man,,
Do you ever just soak up being alone?
DO you find yourself enjoying it?
A glance from the outside and it would seem super sad, maybe it’s dangerous if you get too comfy with it,, I dunno,,feels like a coin toss,,
People are irritating as fuck ,
Also super important and wonderful.
I just wish I had super powers and could flash into a dimension where no one bothered me, I already do that but it’s all in my head