If I’ve learned anything from typing, I’d say
“speak out, not in”
Meaning, the lens and the approach ain’t so bad , as long as it’s pointing outwards. Turning it to introversion is the trap, maybe my personal trap. Also, people do not like it when you speak to yourself in parenthesis. (fuck them).
The lens of your eyeball might be the threshold, this wavy needle, bobbing back and forth. Looking out ,through the window of reality, or looking in, at your own mushy mushy brain matter. It’s really ugly sometimes.
but none of it matters, and that’s ok too. No one gets to tell you how it’s supposed to be. I like the slang “handle your business”. I think the ultimate goal is to be removed , peace is different for every person.
And what I say doesn’t fucking matter.
“so there it is, from the beginning “
dawn 