Emptiness.
Forlorn.
Excitement.
Ego.
Arrogance.
Playful.
Rage.
Heartfelt.
Plastic.
(zero plot)
There was never.
I was talking because it’s human. That is a human act that asks no apologies..
I did it here, on my land, my land that I pay for..
There was no wrongdoing, even if I’m a habitual wrongdoer.
(and the mind forms out a bunker)
And there’s nothing more powerful than a subconscious, wondering why you’d feel so compelled…to…to….
I don’t know 😶
I know that I did it wrong,but I don’t know what right is..
And you can go off of “principle “..
But alas,
You’ll be a principled man that still sucks…
If I had no drugs.
And I had a prison cell ….
And if I had books and zero access to nicotine or fauxpium…
(you’d give it a fight?)
You’re God damn right I would …
(but the real battle is out here,, and everyday you wake up with the choice of right or wrong… Everyday you wake up with the free will… God wound you up and shot you out… The only chains you speak of are in your mind..)
Fetters….
A stone tied to me.
Grrr…
(alright,shut the fuck up)
Alright..
(take a shower,wash your face wound and spend a half hour connecting guitar pedals…)
Alright…
(do you forgive yourself?)
No.
(can you forgive yourself?)
I don’t know…
(you’re retarded)
Yahhhh.
And high.
(tsk tsk)
Could be much worse..
(digging through the carpet because you thought you dropped a rock? 😂)
A mere blip in the past.
A very short period of time.
(with a very lasting effect)
Yeah…. Wish I didn’t do that one either…
…. chicken and rice.
(huh?)
In my cell, I could live off of chicken and rice and unlimited clean water.
One pot and one pan, one fork, one cup. Soap and toothpaste. No TV. No YouTube…
No… internet 🛜
The devil is somewhere.
That motherfucker be lurking.
So subtle.. hiding in rhyme and imagination…crafty.
Craftier than the other beasts of the field….
(closing thoughts?)
I really do have respect for Latinos. Even if the Colombians play dirty..
Yo man…
“I get it”
😢 I have memories with the internet…I don’t want to let go of it 😔😔😔
Remember when I did that thing to that person?
Personal victory ✌️
Really proud of the vibe I conjured..
And you remember that other thing?
Ripples.
For no reason I can comprehend.
(maybe fate)
Maybe… I don’t know,, I don’t know why it went like that..
(doesn’t matter 👎)
I know…I fuck up and lose the point..oh I’m sorry, I lose “the plot”
And your power fades..
(rebirth)
Yes ..cast everything aside and you rebirth 🐦🔥
For the right reasons…
(because God is going to destroy this Earth one day 🙏..)
Maybe… Or maybe I’ll just balance out.
Become a well-adjusted person, with a sense of morals and principle
dawn 