After quitting the Black label, I realize that I can quit it.
All weekend long it was never a dose, it was little microdoses.
Few and far between.
I took some extra Wellbutrin and I’ve slowly realized that it is a high, a stimulus.
Not like Adderall or Ritalin or Vyvanse or amphetamine salts..
More of a slow burn,
Not such an intense burn..
Here’s the problem…
I have a legal, three month supply of them.
So at a whim, if I wanted to be up, I could just take a few extra.
And knowing that is a bummer, because I’ve taken this shit for 6 months every morning..
So…
The new game is
“Don’t play with your medication”
Take it as prescribed..
I quit booze by finding kratom, perhaps I can quit kratom by for finding something else.
(it makes you smoke more… It is part of the reason you pace and chain smoke)
Shittttt.
Justin can’t have stimulants.
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