This phenomenon happens every other Friday, I roll over and pick up my phone first thing.
“payday”
What kind of numbers were deposited into my account?
That’s the normal part,what’s fucked is the feeling that follows.
“there’s nothing I want 😞”
Bills are paid, animals are fed, all is safe in the world (illusion). I have so much more than I need, more music equipment,more intoxication materials, nothing quenches.
So the money sits 🤑
Savings account builds up, a few grand in BTC fucks with my emotions,
I walk by an excavator at work,a backhoe,a bobcat,a lull, the diesel exhaust breaths on my neck as I walk by, I feel the heat of it, I smell the expended fuel ⛽
I kinda like it .
But when payday comes,, where do I put this money? Any stock tips? I can’t drink and smoke what I earn at this stage of life, I actually can’t justify any purchases, not really,,, not in the scheme of things,
Fuck it, useless musings 🤣
“but while I am alive, I will try to not fall while flying”-origa
No answers,just bitching 👍
dawn 