Have you ever tried to affect the Zeitgeist?
Have you ever contributed to the masses?
Why?
Why would anyone want to do that?
Seems like I see a lot of people,rrrealy trying.
Tie ego into it and it becomes a quest for “name”.
Name, center of attention, “cred”, “rep”.
This intangible flowing of topics, some people really want to put their hand into it and steer.
Try to direct the flow.
“see things like I see things”
“hear me”.
It’s a perplexing thing to me, like looking at a mountain made out of fellow monkeys.
And since we live in the future, you can hear them all at once. Every single one,,just trying.
Zzzzzzzzz this static humming.
A lot of desperate.
A lot of wayward.
A lot of daydreamers.
Chasing the wind 🌬️
Is it worth living for?
Trying to tell the larger group how you feel?
Trying to convince or provoke thought?
My thoughts are too dumb to broadcast, my feelings are too flighty to put any stock in,
My values are underneath it all and that’s between me and me.
Public opinion is the great filter and I suggest,,, I suggest I suggest,,
Public opinion can be flawed,and it can be played,
So… So
It’s complicated.
I think… I think I could use a vacation.
I’d like to get to a place where I don’t hate people so deeply,so frequently ,,like,, I’m always polite, but deep down?
Super angry , irritable and irrational,
Don’t want to be that, and I don’t know how to stop.
The next best option is probably just shutting your fucking mouth 👄
I want to be free.
I want to glide.
I want to execute without force.
I want the truth 🥺
I want to play.
I want to like people.
I want to be with the planet and I want spiritual peace.
I want to forget.
I want to sweat.
I want to feel alive.
I want to smile.
I want to feel real connection with others.
I want harmony.
I want kindness and compassion.
I want empathy and understanding.
I want facades stripped away.
I want,,,I want,,
I want chicken,I want tuna ,meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow.
Lol..
Ugh… I want better.
I want to be better.
This is hard to hear, and it’s a shitty shitty fact…
I was much happier on hard drugs.
I know, I fuckin know, you can’t say that, you’re not supposed to say that.
My life was not better, but I was 10 times happier on hard drugs.
That fact is the greatest joke of the universe.
Bleh…
I’ll shut up 😡.
dawn 