I couldn’t answer -blue
Teach a class in procrastinating.
Fucking of course,a fucking off course.
The cloak.
The operating group In the shadows…
Conspiracy!
Natural behavior.
Something people do.
An intelligent married couple could buy a duplex, and each live in half.
Share a basement if kids come along..
Put em in the basement!
Dark jokes..
You could make the basement awesome though..
Why are religion and child molestation so closely tied together?
(because that’s where the children are)
That’s where they are, and it’s normal for a congregation to interact with each other .. Because of like .. God’s love..
That’s where the children are.
Getting brainwashed, like the generations before them.
Predator go where dah hunting good..
Gotsta have prey.
Church Church Church.
Child molester
Child molester
Child molester.
This one guy called the house phone.
And he told me he was gonna fuck my sister, and my mom.
And I was like.. Ten.
In an ultra sheltered environment.
I didn’t know what the words meant
“fuck”
To fuck.
But I knew at the sound of his voice, it was something bad .
He called, to tell me that.
Out of the blue.
A Sunday school teacher..
Fuck church.
Fuck giving up your Sunday.
Fuck claiming that God has a plan.
And chooses the president and foreign policy..
Y’all bitches grimey.
You wanna forgive that guy?
I’m starting to feel pain in my liver.
I assume it’s the liver.
Left side, right above the hip.
I went double on the OHMs this weekend.
Not just the extract.
But I bought some leaf, so I can substitute..
You get real nervous..when you feel internal pain in an organ.
No bueno.
Not good at all.
The pain isn’t severe, but I notice something going on in there..
Scary.
You should listen to your body….
……..
I’m starting to catch vibes at work, because I’ve begun systematically going through their numbers.
Trying to find out why these jobs are taking a shit.
Between the first two projects I’ve audited ?
A hundred and twenty thousand.
Unaccounted for.
Money that ,for lack of a better description,,nobody fucking knows about.
So it looks like my jobs are taking a shit…
I can’t have that.
So I aggregated the numbers, I broke it all down into simple speech, and I brought it to Josh.
Nothing has happened yet.
It’s Dustin’s fault, but he’s such a child ,, he can’t take criticism..and Josh can’t get his hands dirty.
So, Dustin and his office allies,,,they see it as an attack,,,, from me to him.
Like I am declaring “YOU ARE INCOMPETENT “….
Control freak.
Mr “can’t be wrong”.
A child’s flaw…
I’m hunting the numbers as a personal project, of my own free will,,
And why?
Because it’s a hundred and twenty thousand dollars.
DO you know how much money that is to me?
More than my own worth…
I would want to know…
If I were a business owner..
But these office folk…they’re such insecure little children,,,,the problem must be me.
And they fuck with me,
And they target me,
Just like everyone else, along the way.
(I’ve killed greater foes than you, good sir)
And more tasks…
Also… you’re looking at it wrong.
Which is on you..
I’m looking at it as dollars and cents,,
You are looking at it as a personal attack…
The remedy???
Stop fucking up numbers.
If my task is
“Watch over these numbers”,
If that’s my task and I see numbers being fucked up?
I’m going to dig.
So I can understand.
So I can find out where it’s bleeding.
(Tell me where it hurts..)
It hurts all over..
Through and through.
Everything hurts.
(Worried about your spirit..)
I am.
I don’t like what it’s become…
(And at work?)
I’m just trying to do my job,,, just tryin to contribute,,, don’t need recognition, don’t need ATTABOY,,
I’m just trying to do my job.
(You hate people so much)
And it makes me want to cry.
I do,,
And I’m so sorry about it, and I wish I wasn’t that.
I hate that I became that..
(They give much to hate)
ANd I’ll never get away.
I’ll never get away from them..
Makes me want to cry….
I started off as a sweetheart.
……
People want to be
“the gatekeepers of success”
They get off on it…
(some people)
I DECIDE… WHETHER YOU WIN OR LOSE…
Because they think they’re powerful..
They think they’re something…
(you’ll rot too…)
Exactly! 💯💯💯
In just a handful of years… You’ll be in the dirt…
And none of this mattered…
I’m telling you troll secrets here….
You don’t have to get upset.
You don’t have to react.
You don’t have to kick the competition…
dawn 