dawn

I enjoy thinking, that I am only the version of this character, in this particular universe.

There was a big bang, “In the beginning , the Earth was void,without shape or form, and God said ‘Let There Be Light’” soooooooo

At the end of this universe, there is darkness, and it’s totally possible that from that darkness, the next life is born.

My name is Justin, I never really liked that name, My middle name is David, which I like a little more.

“now I heard there was a secret chord, that David played and it pleased the Lord, but you don’t really care for music,do you?”-Hallelujah,

Tisk,tisk..

The Universe is so unknown, that we ourselves are so very unknown, the shit you think matters… yeah bud.

Or it’s loser rationalization, I only think about such things because I never achieved shit…but….

maybe not… Maybe your time is a hundred years, if you’re lucky, and maybe time itself mocks the fuck out of that number , such a “baby” number.

Tonight there is a bright star directly above the low-hanging crescent moon, and I notice that shit, I look “up” every single night. Maybe you existed out there, perhaps non-local particles, maybe even a life in the previous universe.

Maybe the next cycle is my cycle.

“there is more than what can be linked”-Origa

poppycock, just daydreaming and star-gazing. But that’s OK. I think it’s totally fine to look up and let your head wander.You feel depths and you feel colors,,,blah-blah-blah.

there’s more than what we know.

I don’t fuck with people, and I really do feel kindness and love, I also get tired of this shit on the ground. This “basic” shit, this common shit, this day-to-day shit,, I know, I know…

It’s how it goes, that’s fine.

At what age did you give up daydreaming? How old were you when it clicked? When did you stop looking up?

people got bills and shit and blah-blah-blah, I get it.

I’d also rather die, I’d rather die than give up that part of myself