One thing I notice about getting older , trying to root for people more frequently.
Hater shit is crazy easy, so simple to fall into…
I still rage on individuals, get super pissed off in the moment and fly off the handles, but it’s all in the head, not in real life…torture typings, trying to rationalize how awful we are…just…negative shit,,on repeat..
You learn a grip, maybe you write some shit down, and it’s gone… just like that.
Christian values aside, forgiveness is pretty cool.
If Christ needs to own forgiveness, I’d assume he’s a narcissist.
I hope people’s shit does well, I hope effort pays off and creation is well received. On all levels, fuck it, top to bottom. I dig the YouTuber that has original content and takes a fresh angle, I hope their shit wins. I hope cringe failures are learning from it or leaning into it.
All in all.
I say some pretty mean shit, anyone I lay eyes on, there’s an itch to cut them down, to put their existence down, smear out face and name,,,whether or not it deserves it,
That shit my problem.This whole time, big no good, big red flag, an engine that has thrown a rod, lots of clanking.
But it gets better as you go along, you don’t have to be a hater.
Root for people and be glad when you seem ’em win, or figure shit out, or progress.
dawn 