Probably between 3-5 hours a night.
For about a decade, maybe longer..
Lay in the water.
Lie in the water.
Washes dead skin away,, you might. You might come back. Next flow, next rotation, next sunrise. You come back and you don’t know what happened during this cycle, But you can feel it.. feels like you walked very very far.
Wake up to a new thing, new place, the closest of friends are strangers that you’re glad to see.
“I know you, I don’t know how, but I definitely know you”
I knew you, way back when. Back when it was shitty,
Spend time on the guilt?
No sense, none of that matters now. Everything before was like carrying books in a language you didn’t understand, but this time is better.
All that’s done now..
Gone away.
What was wasted before is now treasured, and you’re so grateful. And you’re so happy, and beauty did exist and you can’t believe you didn’t see it.
You will not do what the one before you did.
You will not behave that way.
Not in this cycle, not in this rotation.
Not gonna do any of that shit again.
dawn 