A small amount of physical knocks me out.. no stamina.
How embarrassing.
Sweat, soreness.
Very very embarrassing.
Easily exhausted.
No gas.
Can’t stay this way.
Forgive yourself for slumping, no matter how long, gotta knock it off.
Raw, unadulterated defeat.
See what life does?
Do you want to see what it does to you?
Just by not caring.
Just by throwing in the towel for a few years.
It’ll fuck you up.
The real fight is no fucking joke 🤣
No joke at all.
My muscles feel so sore, just by drilling some holes and carrying heavy items.
Like nothing.
Not much exertion at all…
What a wake up call..
Jesus fuck…
How sad..
It’s a serious ass fight.
dawn 