I strongly had it in my head, that I wouldn’t let this matter. It’s part of the enjoyment of typing. Just “go”. No right, no wrong, just let it fly and be as natural as you can. Doesn’t have to be good.. doesn’t have to be anything,
Demons burn when you shine sunlight on them🤣 The shittier sides of individuals.. man, if they don’t hurt when exposed,then those people are absolutely lying to themselves. Suffering to avoid suffering.
christ, this thing is messy.
Custom creating “reason” per situation, your motivations remain …confusing. Exhausting.
If I close my mouth, it doesn’t mean I lost. It just means I need to think… fighting yourself is just too fucking abstract, there’s never any real stakes because it’s all in your head.. and “aimless” is a daunting feeling ,,,perhaps I’m not made out of brick and love is a verb.And time is above everything.
I kinda wish I didn’t do this.
I’m not hung up on it, but if I had it to do again,,, probably not, I’d do something else…Very helpful for me though, and I mean that.
I’m going to shut up for a bit, let’s say a week.
dawn 