dawn

Too ramped..check check check.

You can pull it in with willpower.

It can be done!

You can learn..

I think listening to that writer all day got me wound up.. makes me wanna drink..just that flow.

Elusive little devil.

Catching a beat…

I get very envious of the act, when I see people doing things that I wish I could do.

Entirely skill based.

You get infatuated with the ones that can.

Get fixated on what skill and ability are..

Put it under a microscope and try to understand the elements.

Observe creation.

By clever monkeys and less clever ones.. all the tricks they notice..

Notice how to do that, illicit response and make the inner feel something different.

A beautiful part of being a human.

But also,be aware.

It gets exploited at scale.

Really does,,, will lead people to do crazy things…

Storm a capital, Holocaust an entire group, fly planes into buildings,

Emotional manipulation.

How to prod and why..

Tricks tricks tricks..

You should be picky, who you let affect you..

Who you let in…

If I say that I don’t wanna talk politics…meh.. understand that it’s All around here.

I know it’s everywhere..but here…

Here they feel oppressed .

And they feel “shit on” by you, because you shit on them.

With valid points…

So the South feels like the underdog, and they’ve been desperate for a win.

They don’t feel like you see them as equals..

Because you don’t.

And I get it..

But this is how conflicts go.

This is what happens..

Alright.. No more rants  today…

I have my cat on my lap.. everyone is fed, everyone is warm, everyone is safe.

My job is solid.

I have a few friends and one or two people I’m happy to talk to.

Josh is giving me his old piano.

Keyboard 🎹

Weighted keys…

So I can start learning chords and try to breakaway from my creative blocks and shortcomings.

All good things..

Sorry about the South.

I didn’t do it