dawn

Sometimes I hate all of it. I hate America, I hate Christians, I hate business men and women, I hate business, I hate lust, I hate the motivating factors that want you to get out there and play…I hate it. I hate the scheme, the scam, the grift, I hate the foreign powers. I hate the perpetual reproduction. I hate the raping of places and people’s, for the trivial items that you so desire..

Hate drips out of me.

I came from the Earth but the drops of hate poison the ground where I stand .

I can look at someone, and I could pry my skull open and bombard them with colors… Tightly focused.. like a Sunbeam in a magnifying glass..

I can burn a hole right through you…

And I feel… feel…

(inconsistent)

But tall as a house..

(can’t trust how you feel..)

Rage.

Red is not the color, It’s beyond red. Red tinted into black..

Absolute Carnage.

Maximum carnage.

And I feel these things..

(And it comes and goes)

But you don’t know that at the time, You just feel it.

(comes and goes)

Rage.

(comes and goes)

Seething.. grinding, stewing, standing,,

Grrrrrr…

(how cute 🥰 he’s practically foaming at the mouth..)

Ggrrrrrrrr

I’ll bite you.

If you don’t leave me alone right now.

If you simply won’t let someone be alone..

Man…

I’ll…

(comes and goes)

Exhausting.

(You shouldn’t watch the news)

Hmmm..

Cricket is great…

(He’s the best)

Sometimes I’ll give him little strips of deli turkey, What looks to be clean cuts of meat.

I care about him, so I care what he eats.

I want him to be happy, and healthy.

And I think if he had a little more understanding, just a little more consciousness, I think he would want the same for me