dawn

Hold audience.

Hold ear.

Hold attention.

“I don’t wanna”

Not the fucking point.

Was never the point.

The point is arguing with yourself, getting to the meat of the matter, pushing until one of two things happen.

1- you understand.

A subject makes sense because you’ve mulled it around

2- you hate yourself.

It’s refreshing because every modern monkey loves themselves beyond what’s useful. “Everybody is somebody”.

I’d rather do the opposite, just to be a contrarian.

The reality is..

Just holding a job and dealing with family takes everything out of me.

I just want to sleep 😴

I’ll feed the animals and give them attention.

I’ll fiddle with music here and there,

But mostly I just want to sleep.

Because earning a buck requires so much restraint and acting.

I think they like it that way.

Cause you got no fight left in you, afterwards.

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I believe,,

That there are regular people, people that happen to be entertaining.

Then there are people trying to be an entertainer .

I like one, I do not like the other..

But who gives a fuck what I like?

Fux it matter???

(Matters not)

Yea,,,doesn’t matter.

In here, sorting out what matters,,

I don’t know what matters,

I know we’ll all be dead eventually..

Seems like that matters.. I dunno..??