I have to take care of the animals.
Keep things safe , lock doors etc .
Sweet heart, weak heart.
And and and, cycles moving through time..
Dependency. Shit like that .
I do not like to look at it .
Misery.
Weeds choking out life and nutrients.. spirit strangle..
Brutal.
Brutal as fuck .
I don’t like thinking about it .
Which is a contributing factor..
Death would be easier.
Sister was wise enough to know . It’s…ugh .. designed.
Don’t do that.
Parasite.
Saturn munching.
I can take it.
Can handle it.
Alone ⭐
For sure