Raw.
It’s weakness and power at the same time..
Bizarre.
I’d rather it be a dif way.
Bleh…
Forgive yourself, cruising altitude ,
I listened to some fantastic music.
I like using the shuffle feature.
Yep…
Another one, just the same…
Nother day,,,
Same shit.
Kept yourself moving so time went by quickly,, then it’s pacing and music and buzz.
ANd that’s the day.
I should be caned.
With a cane.
Beaten on the back flesh.
30 lashes….
For the ways 1 waste the days..
Should be embarrassed .
(Happiness)
Yeah..there’s that.
It’s fuckin…fuckin hedonism
(No binges)
But still… it’s every single day.
In some way…
(Probably Medicine..)
Maybe…
Probably shouldn’t kill my own good time eh?
That’s a trap….
30 lashes seems more appropriate..
If I could pay someone, to judge me every single day,, and If I could be allowed..
Real punishment.
Real pain.
If I could have someone beat me for each time I waste a day….
Bleh…
I probably wouldn’t do it.
Hard headed
dawn 