But not from you.
A hug from anyone but you..
(tell the truth)
I could use a sponsor,but I hated my last one,he was so full of shit..
Then I learned…that an addict…gets addicted to being in meetings.
They get addicted to feeling important. Addicted to feeling like a warrior on the other side of the battle .
And the people I meet,the ones that ring a frequency…
I’ve known them before, and I can see their faces and their smiles and their personalities..
The same with opposition.
I see and know them too..
And lordy .. sometimes…
Sometimes.. I wish I could just stay in bed .
Hurts so much, when your mind plays the flipbook of the past.. you end up hunched over and bleeding..
Then you look out the window,, and you hate them too..
You don’t want to have anything to do with any of it..
So you place your body in the bed, and the cat comes .
And he doesn’t understand you, doesn’t know what’s happening with you or what you’ve been through..
(but he loves you)
Yes .. unconditionally.
You could be anything, anything could happen to you, and he’d still love you..
(the world is lost and blown..)
The end is the beginning,is the end..
Just a mindset 😜
I think there’s much more foolishness to come..
And you people just
Eat
It
Up..
(and you can’t seem to get out of bed)
No I can’t.
But I’m not dying.
dawn 