Because it’s Sunday, which makes it no different than any other day..
So I need a hit.
I put on pants and I go to my guy, young Lebanese named Ali.
I open, I peel the plastic and I put it to my lips..
About…30 seconds.
I feel it in my brain, In about 30 seconds. Then I look at the clear sky and I enjoy a cig in solitude.
The back gets all loosey.
Loosey loser ha!
Exhale, kick up against something vertically planted.
Eyes get smokey.
The air feels nice..
Standing in a parking lot …
And that’s Sunday!
Turn on alive.
Turn on some jams and think about chores..
(you laugh at everything)
Everything stupid,, yes,,I laugh ..
There’s a lot to laugh at, including myself.
So fuck you…brah..