dawn

For the last few weeks I’ve been paying attention.

And it was coffee, Red bulls, little Debbie donut Sticks In the morning..

For some reason after raising Wellbutrin dose,  I felt disgusted with myself.

I looked at it as a poison.

And my uncle died from Marlboros, yet I smoke.

I dose Faux and I Puff a little..

Then I Pace and smoke Marlboro lights…

(That’s the most white trash thing I’ve ever heard)

Right lol?

Someone you actually loved died But you didn’t quit smoking.

You merely lowered the color of the back..

Funny.

(tragic)

Creatures of habit.

(a locomotive of a machine)

But feeling so much.

(but dying so young, And unhealthy, and disgusting.)

Because you have no self-respect…

(exactly)

You don’t like you enough to care for yourself.

(exactly)

And you know these things but you still don’t stop…

(cause you a bitch)

Yea

And cereal.

I forgot,

I usually have a bowl for dinner, with dried cherries and then I chop a banana into it …

And that’s some good eatin…

Cereal