dawn

I like fictional characters that are all id.

Particularly in humor

Roger the alien, Bender the robot, Eric cartman.

The angle is always “things you shouldn’t say”

Or maybe just the bad parts of how we think.

Pretty funny,, not real but pretty funny,

For sure it’s had an influence, out there just saying the most awful things,, pretty funny.

Don’t know what it is or why, but it’s pretty funny.

Different flavors for different days,

This one is bitter, this one is sweet, this one is just wrong.

I like to picture my own skull with a giant mouth on it, then I grab media and just chow down. I’m taking people’s artistic expressions, and I’m eating them with my skull, like some kind of monster.

Chew chew chomp chew,

Burp, spit, digest,,

The skull gets fat as fuck,

I’ll take Ozempic when it makes your head smaller, I’d prefer a peanut sized skull,, then it would be all mouth,,, all jagged teeth,, sometimes it bites at my own fingers,, just stuffing shit into your head, all day every day,, nom nom nom nom..

Yummy yummy,

The appetite grows exponentially , more more more more more more .

I think it was always like this, I dunno,,

Seems like if I was a child and there was a way to stimulate the mind with empty calories ,,,yeah,, I’d probably munch until my stomach exploded.

A trap.

A skull hungry rat trap,

Sticky glue,

Always taking something in…

Weird.

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if you play guitar and listen to Hendrix, at some point you have to sit back and say

“That’s a far out mother fucker”

The next logical thought is only due to sincere admiration ,,,

” I want to be a far out mother fucker too”

BUt you don’t want to copy, no no no, no honor in that angle and it doesn’t make you a far out mother fucker,,,

I’m no Hendrix, not even a little, but if you burn the frets and bend with everything you have, I find a few neat places.

And that’s the game, that’s the entire point, explore and see what you can find, just for you,,

He made a lot of mistakes on guitar, but it was always out of exploration , looking for something new, steady as a crusade..

That’s cool shit.

New shit,, be good or bad but always try to be new,,, after you spend years learning scales, you start seeing little doorways, little entrance points to pervert them.

There is no area of life like that,

It’s not ok to be mental, not ok to be weird,

Cept on guitar, there it’s perfectly fine, encouraged even.

A schizo call and answer, a sad sad blues scale, an angry staccato,,,,

Music is the place where it’s cool to be weird, even if you suck at it.